First of all, HAPPY BIRTHDAY! *BIRTHDAY HUG*
And secondly, He will never abandon you. Never. The Bible says that much and it’s clear and He proved His commitment to us by His death on the cross - He paid the price so that you could have a relationship with Him, a real one and He will never abandon you.
Though my father and mother forsake me, the LORD will receive me – Psalm 27:10
Can a mother forget the baby at her breast and have no compassion on the child she has borne? Though she may forget, I will not forget you – Isaiah 49:15
God has said, “Never will I leave you; never will I forsake you.” – Hebrews 13:5
He will never forsake you. And I pray for a deeper revelation of the love of God because honestly, when you start to grasp just how much He loves you, you can do anything and this is the confidence you need in this next stage of your life – that God loves you, that He is on your side and that He is faithful. I pray that He would provide for you, in every way you need provision and that He would protect you and your family and everyone that’s important to you. I pray that He would order your steps and direct your paths and just cause His face to shine down on you brighter than ever before.
You’re loved, immensely, never forget that.